We were two peas in a pod you and I.
It’s so weird how there is a moment everyday when I settle in for the night I think of you. The hurt never goes away. I remember you were already gone from us, I was only 4. I would submerge myself in pictures of you. Thinking, “ Oh yeah I remember that moment. “ when really I didn’t but I so badly wanted to. I keep this one in my wallet so I can kiss it every night. You have missed a lot sis,but I hope that you have been on this journey with me because your a big reason why I push myself every single day.
Love you to the moon and back!❤️
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I’m ALIVE! Sorry I’ve been gone for so long ,I kinda didn’t want to film anything wasn’t feeling the best but I’m here now
Song-little mix these four walls
last winter didn’t feel as cold
maybe your hoodie was better quality than mine
or maybe it was the warmth of you
that made me feel alive // chilly mornings
Four years ago, I laid in an ambulance thinking my life was going to end. Four years ago, my life was saved. •
I celebrate this day because it is a day where my life changed forever. After having an ovarian cystic hemorrhage that caused me to bleed out internally and lose 800 ml of blood, I couldn't move. I could barely breathe. I couldn't stand. My vision faded from blurry to black sporadically. My mind wandered to places and my body seemed to be running in overdrive. I thought, at the time, that I had lost everything I had ever wanted in life. •
Little did I know, that I was gaining such a beautiful thing. I went through a lot of emotions, feelings, and experiences over the course of four years. Anger, betrayal, sadness, loss, depression, anxiety
(A whole slew of things that I will save for another time). But I am here today, breathing, living, running, and doing my DREAM job. •
I celebrate this day because it was a victory, not a defeat. It was a crucible in my life which made me stronger. I'm making my impossible, possible. I'm thankful. I'm alive. If you're struggling to accept loss, grief, uncertainties, changes, or anything else in your life, take your time. Everything works out in the end, no matter how cliche it sounds. Don't give up. You're powerful. ❤️💪🏼