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Sorry for the inactivity recently. I really hate posting if it’s going to trigger people. This past couple of weeks has been difficult. Both my parents (dad from 400 miles away on the phone) have been extremely triggering and I have responded in extremely unhealthy self debilitating ways. However, thankfully I have the most incredible partner who makes everything 100000000000 times better so what better way to thank him then a takeaway. We were supposed to be going out for dinner but I freaked out about nothing and ended up having a breakdown in the middle of the street but I need to challenge myself and I need to sort myself out. I don’t know numbers and I won’t lie I restricted today to account for the unknowns of this evening but it made him smile and it made him proud. I went against where my ED wanted to eat and bloody did what my heart wanted. Be strong angels, your best is yet to come 💛

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Tonight’s dinner is a tofurkey salad bagel with beans and a side salad 💚 it took me ages to get home this afternoon but I think that’s perhaps because a lot of schools in my area broke up today! 😐 got another shift tomorrow (then working at the farm after my shift) then a day off on Sunday! 🎉


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#ana ocagi#


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Buonasera dolcezze🌸
Oggi purtroppo sono rimasta in casa🏠tutto il pomeriggio, ma almeno ho fatto un po’ di compiti📚
Adesso guarderò dei video con mia mamma e poi cercheremo un bel film🌟
Buona serata🎀
Com’è andata la giornata?💗
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CENA❣️
•burger vegetale alla parmigiana di melanzane🍆
•pomodori🍅
•mais🌽(non in foto📷)
•pane integrale🍞
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#anorexia#anorexiawarrior#anorexiafighter#anorexiasoldier#anorexiafighting#anorexiawar#ed#edfamily#edwarrior#eatingdisorder#ana#anasoldier#anafighter#anafighting#anawarrior#staystrong#keepfighting#keepgoing#food#foodblogger#foodblogging#loveyourself#anoressia#anoressiaitalia#disturbialimentari#selfrecovery#edrecovery#edwar


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DONT REPORT JUST BLOCK
TREAT THIS AS YOUR TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️⚠️⚠️
I really wish I had my meds
#anorexia #ana #anamia #bulimia #ednos #osfed #dontreportjustblock #ednosrecovery
I don't know how to feel. I'm just spiraling, not down but spiraling, out of control. I can't feel right without my meds. I'm getting the prescription filled today so hopefully I feel better soon. I have way too much emotions without them, or none at all. And my hallucinations are horrible! I have every kind I could have just from missing two doses. I need my meds! I need them to function, even my cognitive abilities are different. I walk funny now, talk different, breathe weird. I'm just not me anymore ~~~~~~~
Have a good day everyone ✌🏼🤘🏼


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lunch: vegan meat eaten out of the packet w my hands on this bus + soya cappuccino and red bull x2. Having a bit of a weird afternoon felt unable to make lunch and even buying this was hard. Almost dropped everything i picked out at the supermarket and ran home back to bed. Got it down tho #edrecovery #fakemeat #eatittobeatit #anawho #recoveryfood #ana #anorexic #anarecovery #edproblems #veganjunk

London, United Kingdom

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These Mercy patch memes are getting out of hand 😂
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Just as @tinyyolive ordered 😂
I get so triggered 😂
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When am I going to get better? Never? Oh okay thanks


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Uma pena que essa "evolução" mostrada nas imagens custou minha saúde mental e física.
Uma pena que eu: FEMINISTA, me deixei levar pela mídia, pela cobrança da sociedade, pelas bocas que me julgaram a vida inteira, pelas pessoas que me diminuíram.
Uma pena que todas as palavras que eu escutava, que eram mais como facas sendo cravadas nas minhas costas e no meu peito, eu ajudei a enfiar mais fundo ainda.
Eu ajudei vocês a me destruírem.
Alguns podem nem se lembrar do que me fizeram sentir, do ódio que reproduziam de graça contra mim todos os dias só por eu ser gorda, usar óculos, ou até, PASMEM: usar uma calcinha maior da considerada normal, ou seja, ser fora dos padrões desejáveis.
Mas a minha luta não era só na rua ou na escola, era em casa também. Lá, onde eu deveria ter paz, um refúgio, eu também era diminuída e comparada. E foram 17 longos anos assim... Até que eu não aguentei mais e resolvi mudar.
Mas... Não era por mim... Era por vocês, era porque eu tinha acabado a escola e iria entrar na faculdade, e não queria aquela vida de novo, não queria aquele sofrimento de novo, não queria ser aquela pessoa ainda. Eu queria que me vissem diferente, queria ser tratada diferente.
E assim foi... Até em casa mudou. Me achavam forte e determinada. Mal sabiam que meu interior estava morto, que todos eles haviam me matado, que eu havia me matado; por eles.
Uma pena que apesar de ficar feliz muitas vezes por poder escolher vários tipos de roupas, eu olhe para a segunda foto e ainda me veja como a pessoa da primeira foto.
Uma pena que por vários dias eu não queira sair de casa por estar me vendo gorda.
E pior ainda: nós anas e mias temos muitos grupos, e saber que existem tantas, tantas, mas tantas pessoas sentindo o mesmo que eu, vendo o mesmo que eu, sofrendo o mesmo que eu, só porque existem pessoas cruéis que se sentem bem em diminuir alguém para tentar se sentir melhor, é o que mais me dói... E são pessoas tão boas. São pessoas que pensam demais nos outros, pensam antes de falar. Porque nós sabemos o quanto palavras ferem e o quanto tem o poder de mudar a vida de alguém.

#bulimia #anorexia #anamia #borboletana #askanamia #poweranas #ana #mia #casuloana


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I kan få et billede, meget sjældent billede.. Af min aftensmad.
Kender i konceptet @toogoodtogo.dk ?
Hvis ikke, kan man via appen købe måltider der kunne have været smidt ud!
Jeg købte i går, måltider som skulle hentes i dag. Både fra Øland, og Brød(bager). Fra øland var der lækre salater med, blandet andet denne jeg har nydt. Lækker Hummus, og ja det ene skive ristet toast er fra egen fryser.. Men det smagte rigtigt godt. Og det er bestemt ikke første jeg benytter mig af appen 😉
Til dessert er der chokolade mousse.
Ps. Glemte at nævne jeg vandt en vitamin vand hos cirkel K.
#spiseforstyrrelse #ana #anarecovery #anoreksiya #anoreksja #ed #edrecovery #salad #salat #sommermad #øland #økologisk #økologi #organic #hummus #toogoodtogo #stopmadspild #food #dinner #sommerligt #stopfoodwaste #vegetarian


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finally break time at work 🖥 having sourcream&onion #cornwaffles and crispy m&m’s, both sooooo delicious 🤤 ready now to work until midnight 😊


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So my contiki is over 😢😢 now it’s just my friend and I for 2 weeks so should be fun... I’m sick as a dog which is super fun and PTW I’ve gained soooooo much weight on this trip I haven’t been doing any of my ed behaviours really while I’m here as an experimental self recovery attempt before I get back home and go into more intense treatment but I’m pretty sure enjoying myself on food now is gonna make me go back to my ways hard when I get home at least it will have restarted my metabolism lol! Hope everyone is doing okay xx

Amsterdam, Netherlands

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TW

I’m literally so fat and ugly right now I can deal but here I am going to eat even more food bc I have no self control my friend is making me feel beyond shit I just wanna go home or die idek anymore I swore I wouldn’t sh again this trip but idk what I’m gonna do. Soz for the rant but was just losing my shot a bit


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#lunch : pulled pork in a bag & triple berry crumble! Retried the last meal pass at the same festival and it went better then the last time! No matter how many mistakes you make or how slow you progress, your still way ahead of everyone who is not trying. #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #anorexiarecovering #ed #edsucks #edfighter #edrecovery #ana#anasucks #anafighter #anarecovery #recovery #recoverywarrior #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #eatingwell #eattolive #eatwhatyouwant #pulledporkinabag #tripleberrycrumble


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First time ever I post a #video 😱📹
Haha it’s a short one but still it doesn’t fit to my usual feed 🤭. However, this time I couldn’t just take a pic of my #nightsnack 🙈. Although it’s nothing special 🤷🏼‍♀️😂. #yoghurt with #blueberries 💙💙💙 #loveisreal 😍💙😍.
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#ana#anorexia#anorexie#edwarrior#ed#edrecovery#eatingdisorder#fighter#fooddiary#foodporn#foodisfuel#magersucht#essstörung#recoverywin#recoveryisworthit


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You look in the mirror and hate what you see. You look down at your plate, you don't want to eat. Or you lift the lid on the toilet. This is the only way. You'll get that perfect body someday. .
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#bulimia #purge #binge #eatingdisorder #mia #anorexia #starve #ana #fat #worthless #ugly #skinny #depression #suicidal #depressed #suicide #selfharm #perfection


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