monday morning ☕🌞 • fyi, the following poem(??) has nothing to do with the picture, i just feel like sharing a little writing of mine with those who are interested •
therapy starts in an hour
and i'm walking around a park.
i just finished my coffee.
i still hate milk and now my stomach aches
but i'm not upset
i'm walking on the grass,
stepping on chocolate leaves.
their crunchiness echoes in my ear
and i let this comfortable emptiness
take over my body
i'm in the state of Harmony
the weather is chilly, the sky is grey
and i feel like i went colourblind
and though everything is bright around me
i can't see it.
Autumn is screaming at the top of Her lounges
and yet i'm deaf to Her voice
suddenly i can sense Winter
She's peaking through the shades
of Her room.
but i know She doesn't wanna break free.
i knows She's tired.
She's supposed to rest for another few blinks, but She can't
i believe She's suffering from insomnia.
typical 21st century Woman
maybe She should come to therapy with me
my time is running out.
i'm almost at the bust stop
and i feel Anxiety bubbling up in the corner of my brain.
i know what's coming, but i'm not afraid.
She and i have a mutual agreement.
She can be present if she stays silent.
obviously she never listens to me.
it's okay though,
i know She's trying,
and so am i.
the fights are getting less tiring each day
and i can feel those Genuine Smiles become more permanent
and i know of one beautiful phenomenon
that, each day, i give grace for
and for now,
/ Her by naomi b (aka moi)
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