I got me some new converse last night!
Things have not been great recently. Lots of anxiety and last night was really bad and I self harmed again for the first time in a long while. And it’s pretty bad. Idk I was struggling a lot. My friend and I had to lead a discussion in lit class today and I was so anxious about that and the essay I finished last night also that was due today. That and my ex made my life miserable again yesterday after not talking to me in quite awhile.
On the brighter side of things, I’ve been eating better and I’m enjoying time with my friends. Body image is utterly terrible but I’m not sure how to cope with that. And I’m bloating a lot again especially the past two days because I’ve had extreme hunger. I’m hoping that stops soon because no matter how much I eat I’m not full, even when it’s high in protein.
That’s about it, school is stressful and I’m anxious all the time and last night was very extreme depression and anxiety combined. But I’ll get through I hope.
I hope all of you are doing well❤️