. . . ok. so now that you've read me rant on and on about my parents (u prolly havent but if u have and ur here then um wow ok) now lemme rant about my quote unquote "fRiEnDs" irl, my friends are honestly horrible. they always leave me out, make me third wheel, and legit fucking rub it in my face! like one time they took a selfie WITHOUT ME. ik ik, like- im probs just being overdramatic, but likeee they took ALOT lemme say this ALOT without me and posted it on ig "#squadgOaLs" "#bffgOaLs" but hey! more like- "#goToHeLLmotherFuckers"! and like i have a few pics with them and they obv have pics with me in them too, but nooo, they dont even acknowledge me 😚. and then after all the "leaving me out" shit, they go all willy nilly, and like literally, not jokingly say stuff like "did u get invited to Haylin's birthday party???" and when i say "N O." theyre like "ohh." and make the stupid fucking "i pity u but dont pity u " face, ON PURPOSE. and it sucks. which is why im on my phone all the damn time! 🙂 coz my only social life and probably my only life is on my phone.coz i mean like hey- at least my ibfs dont leave me out, at least they don't judge me for who i am! at least they dont judge me for how "pOpular" i am.. so like, rlly tysm to all my friends here (tagged) i really appreciate every single damn one of you. and if ur tagged and we're not that close, and we've probably only talked a bit, just know that i appreciate you too. you make my life longer .sometimes i just want to slowly fade away. sometimes i just wish i never existed.