#suffering

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During the last weeks I felt better, yeah actually quite good again, after a long period of time where I despiced myself. I didn't hate myself anymore and I appreciated everything I had, my own body included. In the last few days I noticed that I feel worse again. I accept myself but not more than that. I feel weak again.
I could cry, although there is no reason for it. I feel lonely, although I now my friends and my boyfriend are there for me. I feel bad, although I haven't done anything wrong.
I mean, it's okay for me, if I feel bad and down sometimes, but I'm afraid of feeling down all the time again. I'm afraid of going back too many steps I walked forward. I'm afraid of falling down again.
I hope that I will get better soon, because I don't want to be a burden for everybody around me anymore.
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Austria

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This is what I say when they ask me: "Why don't you drink alcohol to forget the pain?"
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المهجرين من درعا إلى إدلب في الشمال السوري.

Displaced from dar'a to idlib. 📸 @anas_aldyab

#evacuation #baby #child #eye #babygirl #babys #babyface #babylife #suffering #syria #syrian #syriawar #dailypic #dailylife #daily #crisis #save #pain #displeased #war


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So… I don’t understand these people that commits suicide.😐 Isn’t it a terrible idea?😐 Everyone goes through some difficulties in life.🙄 No matter how small your problem is, it’s always bigger in your sight.🙂 So no matter how much a guy that committed suicide suffered, you are suffering the same way.😓 Deep inside of your heart, you know it; even it looks like nothing to others.😁 #naruto
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#emotional
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#reallife
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We all get stuck in the ways of being that we have learned from the past. But, you can choose any state of being you wish to have simply because you are a human BEING, and that is a part of your birthright. You can choose to let your suffering go at any moment.
#mindfulness #beingness #beingpresent #suffering #fear #drscottgraves #Orlando #altamontesprings #winterparkfl #humanbeing #freedom #birthright


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A huge part of my recovery has been surrounding myself with beauty. I purposely make it a point to have pretty things in my office, and living areas. Creating an atmosphere of beauty, listening to worship music, surrounding myself with non toxic friends and being aware of my thoughts are part of my recovery lifestyle.
What makes your day brighter?
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🗣 5 years free from depression and suicidal thoughts - suicide survivor 🔅
🚦Need help? Text HELLO to 741741
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#worship #suicidesurvivor #Christ #ChristFollower #recoveryjourney #miami #celebraterecovery #recovery #suicide #depression #hopeless #thankful #attemptsurvivor #12steps #overcomingdepression #joy #love #beautiful #grateful #mentalhealth #Jesus #suffering #mystory #thankyouJesus #selfcare #beautyfromashes

Kendall, Florida

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The end. I couldn’t do the last part of the route. Bad weather last day but incredible experience in overall. I will come back to do it next time! #mtb #landscape #pedalsdefoc #igers #suffering #picoftheday


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Even when we are suffering because of our own bad choices and rebellion, God is merciful. We simply have to ask Him for help. What a kind God we have ❤️ ❤️
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#verseoftheday #verseoftheday📖 #bible #bibleverse #encouragement #scripture #God #Jesus #Godisgood #suffering #youversion #bibleapp


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Our little Petunia girl.
Regrann from @michelle.mabe - "When I look into the eyes of an animal, I do not see an animal. I see a living being. I see a friend. I feel a soul." -A.D. Williams

This is Petunia, born into an industry who sees her as nothing more than a product, a commodity and a piece of property. We don't know her story and why her legs are so badly deformed. She could have been born this way due to congenital birth defects or she could have also sustained injuries as a result of being crammed into a tiny space, so small she couldn't turn around or even rough handling on the #meat #turkey farm where she spent the first few weeks of her life. Her body will grow rapidly due to genetic engineering that all farmed animals in today's world are subject to and the current state of her legs couldn't support this kind of growth. Most turkeys are slaughtered at around 8 weeks old, when their natural life span is 10+ years. Because of this reason, the Future for Petunia is very uncertain at this point and we're all hoping for the best for this sweet girl. For now, she will only know #love and #compassion , enjoying her days in #peace @sweetbearrescue So much #gratitude to @mcdinan for saving this amazing little soul.

Her life matters. She wants to live and is no less deserving of love than the dogs and cats most of us share our homes with. Please #maketheconnection and for those still consuming #meat #dairy and #eggs think of the #victims and #suffering on the other end of #animalproducts It's not about what you're consuming, but who you're consuming. #alllivesmatter #govegan

Flat Rock, Henderson County, North Carolina

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究竟什麼是慈悲?慈悲是「以珍愛其他眾生為動機」的心,希望讓眾生從其所受的苦中解脫。
~ 尊貴的格西 格桑嘉措仁波切
www.kadampa.org
www.meditationtw.org
#噶當佛法 #現代佛法 #禪修 #慈悲為懷 #珍愛 #解脫 #苦難 #kadampabuddhism #modernbuddhism #meditate #compassion #liberate #livingbeings #suffering


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Happens more often than people care to admit. #invisible #suffering #inplainsight #depression


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Only thing that helps






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Womens Problem

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I finally went to the doctor. I’m taking accountability for my moods and mental health. Admitting that I can’t do this on my own has always felt like defeat in my eyes, but I know that’s just another lie I’m told by my illness.
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Trying a number of medications just to find what works is a scary, frustrating process. The idea of relying on medication at all has been something I’ve struggled with since my diagnosis. Between the money it costs, the excruciating side effects, and the cold structure of our healthcare, I don’t always have the most trust in our system.
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But I have found trust in myself. I continue to connect and listen to my inner goddess because that’s my authenticity. The medication may or may not help, but at least I know I’m trying. I’m trying every day to be better than the last, and that’s enough for me.
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Don’t let anyone make you feel like there is something wrong with you for healing the way you need to. Medications, therapy, and holistic healing can all be a part of your journey. They aren’t mutually exclusive, and they work differently for everyone. Heal in whatever way you can. ❤️
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#healing #healingisnotlinear #medication #pain #suffering #dissociation #coping #copingskills #therapy #holistichealth #vulnerability #mindbodyspirit #soul #spiritualgrowth #journey #recovery #depression #anxiety #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalwellness #masterpeace


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Try to overcome your #suffering by turning your #pain into #joy. 💜 #MantraMonday #MeetYourMantra #MigraineMatters @cmaware @chronicmigraineawareness


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"When God allowed me to become broken beyond belief, I got to witness the resurrection power that lives inside of me." ---- -Destinee 💓 ✝
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Keep pushing through the pain! That unbearable, life sucking pain can produce SO MUCH power in your life! Let God use this for your greater purpose IN HIM! His power is made PERFECT in our weakness. 😘💓 ... _____________________________________________
#power #perfect #ressurection #riseup #pain #brokenheart #brokenness #suicidial #suffering #depressed #depression #christianblogger #momblogger #linkinbio #holyspirit #refined


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My mind is clouded in darkness






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CLOUD

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"Mangerete polvere, cercherete d'impazzire e non ci riuscirete, avrete sempre il filo della ragione che vi taglierà in due. Ma da queste profonde ferite usciranno farfalle libere". Alda Merini

La strada per uscire da una situazione di sofferenza é lunga, dura e faticosa, ma possibile...specie se si ha una guida al proprio fianco

#aldamerini #libertà #freedom
#cura #farfalle #butterfly #dolore #suffering #psicoterapia #psicologia #psichoterapy #psychology #health #mentalhealth #aiuto #benessere #loveyourself #novara #cerano #love #volersibene #motivation #restarting #firstpost #healthy #wellness #followme #help #ferita #injury


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I don't think that I'll ever win...






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Dead Sea

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I’ve been on a purge and #declutter kick for a couple years now. 🤨 Over the weekend I was going through a cupboard where I used to store all my #migraine #medications and I came across this.
I remember the day my #neurologist prescribed this to me. A syringe for instant #relief for when the medication wasn’t working.

Every time I went to use it I couldn’t. I was afraid because I’d already taken so much medication I was scared what it might do to me, adding such a powerful dosage on top of what was already in my system. This prescription expired on May 9, 2017 and was never used or refilled. 🙏
I had tried just about #everything. I was at my wits end. Taking the time to learn about gut health and leaky gut has changed my life. Getting all the medications I was on, out of my system has taken time, but has been amazing. I feel #GOOD again. I feel #HEALTHY again. I always new there had to be some reason I was getting those migraines and there was.

There are so many out there silently and needlessly #suffering with their own health #struggles and searching for #answers. Listen to that voice that’s telling you something just doesn’t seem right. There is hope. There are answers. This hope has placed a #passion in my heart! My strong desire to help others has become my purpose and I am grateful! ♥️ #hope #guthealth #headaches #chronicpain #chronic #freedom #thereisanotherway #lovinglife #hopless #confused #givingup #faith


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This mans face spoke volumes to me yesterday as I sat in a church that has helped heal my soul. I wanted to tell him that I understood him--I have been him. With his confused face and outstretched arms, he seems to be been looking about in a panic, wondering why no one is stopping this meyham, this terrible thing that is happening right before him. He is looking about in utter disbelief that someone and something he holds so dear is violently being destroyed. Lastly, I noticed, that he is alone, even though we know there was a large crowd with him, he feels powerlessly alone and helpless.
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Oh friend, I have been there too. I have stood in a crowd watching my seeming strong life be destroyed while all the while crying out to someone, to anyone to see what is happening, and make it stop. .
But it didn't stop.
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It completely died too.
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The hope of the resurrection of Chirst is not only that we have eternal life...but that out of all kinds of dead, we can have life even now. Life abundantly even after
We bury a child.
We sign divorce papers.
We file for bankruptcy.
We loose our parents.
We get let go from jobs.
We fet our hearts smashed by disappointment.
We receive a horrible diagnosis.
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Even after these horrible things..and because He is Jesus...we don't stay in that despair. Nope. (It feels like we absolutely will!) I promise though, if we let him, Jesus will walk through it with us and lead us into peace, joy, and a new and beautiful life.
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I promise he will--even if today you just can't see it.💜
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PM me if you need someone to cry with today. You are not alone. You are loved.
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#grief #divorce #loss #bankruptcy#losingachild #death #pain #suffering #jesus #thecrosd #stationsofthecross #disappointment#life #love # joy #peace #alone

St. Matthew's Church - Newport Beach, CA

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